Average

Well it's getting late but I have a feeling this is the time when i will be writing most of my blogs. I guess I'm writing this because i want people to know me but the truth is that I'm not going to tell anybody about this so i don't even know what I'm expecting. I guess it just a way to put myself out there. I'm a junior in high school and to be honest everything i have ever heard about high school was wrong. I guess this just goes to show that every person will have a different perception of the same thing. I have a tight group of friends, they are all really great but sometimes i feel like i need to branch out and meet new people. the truth is everyone is so clicky and I'm so shy that I'll probably end up not doing anything about it. My Friend are the some of the smartest in the school but i definitely don't fit in that category, not that I'm dumb but just that I'm average. in fact i find that I'm average at almost everything i do, never the best but never the worst just in the middle. Is that normal? i find that most people are the best at one thing. maybe I'm just overreacting, I do that a lot. Another thing about my friends is that they all have strong political views and i don't. it kind of awkward when they have these deep conversation about the future of the world and i sit and pretend to know what they are talking about. anyway Maybe I'll blog it up tomorrow night.