My Name is What

Is it awkward that i suddenly found a new respect for eminem (thanks to Laura) now can't get "My name is" out of my head. moving on, today was one of those days that I just didn't feel like getting up but then I did and it turned out to be a very productive and interesting day. classes still sucked butt but something was different maybe my attitude was better. anyway i breezed through school on my maple leaves and was ready to face the strangely large amount of homework i had to do. I turned on Ellen as i always do and focused for an hour and a half... and i was done, it took like a fifth of the time i thought it would. So i had sometime to think and reflect, i thought about how dumb i sounded when i said that i didn't have any thing to look forward to except summer. like 24 hour relay and marathon training (even if Sarah isn't going to do it =) sad panda). ya so sorry for sounding conceded. i also thought about how weird it is that most of the people i make fun of are the people that are closest to me, why do i make fun of my friends? I realize i can be a little harsh to you fellows and I'm sorry. ya so I'm going to make an effort to give you guys and gals a less hard time. Drew's blog Yesterday was amazingly depressing yesterday and gave me perspective on how fast thing are moving right now. i think we all need to slow it down and take it all in one second at a time. which led me to think that i don't wasn't to spend my summer sitting in my room on my own, so i devised a plan much like Laura's spring break plan but over summer. and every day I'm going to take a picture of what i do and the people i do it with and then I'm going to post it on this blog. "I've got to admit it's getting better, a little better all the time" ya so i love you all and i need to you help me keep all the goals i set so give me a hard time make me do them.