My Anxiety

Today was alright. i enjoyed the sight of Drew's sparkling new kicks. but to be honest it was a rough day in general. it started with Mr. Kelley forcing me to do the whole culture contrast poster board in one evening. i was pissed then he thought i was being a trouble maker so he called me up and started quizzing me and Mari on what we were doing i was like nothing because i don't have access to a computer. it was dumb the rest of the day followed suit. Latin was boring as usual, In math me and Sarah Barry worked on the group test that most everyone had an extra day on, I'm going to get raped on the test tomorrow, hence forth add to my maniac depressive state on mind when i think of math. I was elected historian in key club which i was very excited about and now i actually have responsibility so i will start going to the events. it's weird that once you have a role to play you get more excited and involved in whatever it is. you would think you get involved and excite then run for something. hahaha. then in Avery she was in a really bad mood for some reason and we weren't making it any better with our sarcasm and what not. she got through her stuff really fast so we started writing poems. it gave us the word birthday and we had to write a narrative poem from what ever goes though our head. i have decided to share this with you because i like you. and trust you. it's not really good but you can express you opinions.

pink and plastic with nine candles
It was his favorite toy
fake frosting ran down down the sides
I used to try and eat
he was much more mature
"It's not a real birthday cake it's just pretend"
I nodded as if i knew all along
11 years later I'm still nodding my head to everything
The plastic cake is still in his room
but things have change
friendships dissipated
different paths taken
they all lead to the same place
he went the hard way
I'm just a pacifist

ya well just a first draft/thought so tell me what you think you thoughts are always welcome. ya so after school. i thought i had an ortho... wrong i went to the office and she was like you can leave because you don't have an appointment. i was really mad because i had a lot of work to get done before the captains coordinator meeting which was sweet by the by. me Laura, Sarah, and Kristin chilling=amazing times. ya so i ended do the project in like an hour and the rest of my home work in another hour. i stressed out all day for reason and know i feel like it was all a waste of space/time. ya i guess this just shows me that worrying achieves nothing and there is no need for it. ya tomorrow is frightening for me math test interview anyone?... but the rest of the weekend should be amazing I'm stoke PARTY. OK peace. anxiety