My Reflection

Hey guys and dolls today instead of the usual summary of my thus far meaningless life, I'm going to share some of the thoughts that went along with those events that make up a summary. today in Avery we wrote poetry about an image that has stuck with us. i knew what i was going to write about, the dog in the bed of the truck incident. and it was really weird though write about it i realized what a profound effect it had on my life. Ever since that time I've have viewed life as the ultimate view being death... where as it should be the experiences that are in life... something about the way my first experience with death has left me with a black confusion. I also realized How the incident effects my every day life, for example on Saturday when everyone got in the back of Sofia's truck to pick up the couch for relay, i couldn't ride in it... I mean i probably could have but it would have been really uncomfortable even though i know that nothing was going to happen.

enough about the stupid dog. Another thing that happened today is that i tried to turn in my job application and i couldn't because the people in the office didn't know what they were doing... they told me to come back another day. well anyway the thought that goes with that is that I'm realizing how great this whole job experience is improving me as a person. I'm learning to talk to stranger and talk on the phone, and getting confidence in myself. who knows i maybe able to talk to the pizza guy next time we order a pizza. hahahah. well today wasn't to bad except i had to make up a math test at lunch so i didn't eat. hunger.

tomorrow will be fun. I'm not going to the golden tiger award thingy, but I'm going to watch tennis and go to my ortho. (for the second time) hahahahah.


last thought. i watched the science of sleep today and really enjoyed it but it was a little depressing.