A loving Family

this week marks the last week of summer.... it has been a amazing ride and i think it was mostly just an incredible time. spending time with my friends has been awesome but even as i write this i feel i sick dynamic shift taking place. I just hope that everything works out so that we can function as the loving family of friends that i know we are. today at approximately 4 am my mother left the house for bend Oregon. this is a fine and normal occurrence except that she fail to say goodbye to me at all. perhaps my absents around the house has force her to forget about me complete, or perhaps this is her way of expressing her angry that i have not been around the house much lately. anyway you look at it... it is a hurtful act. i went the beach with my dad and enjoyed the fresh air. then i had a great time hanging out with Claudia and her friends at picnic. they are all great people.
it has been difficult for me to cope with being in a couple... i mean i have never been so connected to someone and i feel like i am learning day by day how to be in a good relationship. things are going to be tough with school. but i hope we can find time to see each other. Kay well that's all i got.