You Got Something to Say

Today i realized that maybe i really do have low self esteem... i mean not to the point were i am constantly disappointed with my every action but to enough so that it is beginning to bother me. why do i always have to focus on the negative parts of me and never say anything nice about myself... even my first blog ever states that i am just average in every way... they say that you can't truly love someone until you learn to love your self. this is corny and really juvenile but i figure i might as well give it a whirl. Obviously it's not just going to change like that but i think that if i really stay positive i might be able to shift my thinking. just a thought.

today on the news a saw a story about this guy that got tasered by the police at a senator john Kerry speech. he was excising his right to free speech he wasn't doing anything illegal except for resisting the arrest he didn't deserve. I wonder if he knew that if he spoke there was a chance he could get arrested or if he really just expected answer and then would go back to his seat. anyway it stuck me as very patriotic to see him yelling into the microphone as the police dragged him always and tasered him. maybe someday i will want to say something so bad i am willing to go to jail for it.
It was a good day... lots of ups and down and good morals... anyway I'm out.