White Rabbits

along time ago some told me that if the first thing out for your mouth on a new month is "white rabbits" it's going to be a month of good luck. i always remember the night before and tire to remember the next morning but i always blow it and it is always the greatest disappointment of the day. anyway the point is that tomorrow will mark one of the only times i remember. huge moment.
i didn't go to the beach clean up today and i am really mad at myself because i took a responsibility to take pictures and be an active part of the club and my first chance to show my commitment I'm too tired. but in my defense i haven't been sleeping enough, we got up at 6 and then john and Tyler stayed at my house until 1 on Saturday.... still i suck and there is no excuse still I'm excited to be historian.
me and drew lost in football again... I'm just about to start throwing a hissy fit and saying i don't want to play any more. i didn't know i was that competitive but it's kinda sad. i think i might be throwing in the towel. and for the record go cinci in tomorrows game. outs.