Trivial Matters

I wish i didn't care so much about the trivial things that used to not matter at all. like football, two years ago i wouldn't have cared at all if Bengals lost on Monday night and have a losing record now. but i do and it pains me to say that i wish that i was like i was two year ago in that way because i actually feel physical pain and I'm very sad. it's ad what kind of effect this has had on me, I guess this just shows how much my friends influence me. speaking of which i feel like i been giving my friends to much crap in general. i mean to a certain extent it is fine but then i think i take it too far some times and, ya ya that's how i feel, not that it makes it better for saying it. but i am going to try and be kinder.
i feel more sick then i have felt in a long time. i haven't been sleeping enough and i feel like i have been spending to much time doing things that are not important. like watching Saturday night live, and watching 4 hours of friends every night, time to sleep more i think. that's what me thinks right?
today was good late starts always are, and i just chilled about most of the day and then hung with friends a lot. good day you'd think.